Disoriented mind

-Palit Chingtham

Closing eyes at every turn
Rubbing my feet together
Shaky hands and sweaty browns
Chills in my spine
Screaming for help
In my own way

Tossing and turning in my bed
Tried red eyes
Feeling so caged
I want freedom

This thoughts won't leave   me alone
Every step every breath
You have to make it
You have to find a way
A way to be happy

Every random thing
Gives me goosebumps
Don't want to loose myself
Every hair on my head
Feels like heavy weight
Giving me painfull headache
I hope for this invisible knife to stop cutting me